Sea creatures

Sometimes it feels like I'm underwater. Do you ever get the feeling that you've taken on too much? That your plate is very full and you don't even know where to start. Yeah, I have that feeling too. That monkey on my back. Watching me struggle and I can hear it laughing! Laughing at me! Argh! Well, I try not to let that feeling happen too often. I do tend to take on more tasks than I should but most of the time I'm able to finish them on time and they tend to turn out better than I hope. Yay. This new job has moments of that. When I think to myself, "Will I ever remember this?" or "Damn, when will I get this right?". Though, ultimately, I don't like being bored. I can't sit still. I can't do the same thing over and over again. I am not a data entry person. I have known that about myself for a very long time. I've even argued with my Mom about what kind of job I just can not do. I do enjoy my job. I get to interact with the staff, a lot. I get to problem solve. I get to make positive changes and put suggestions into effect. It's nice when I can do that. It empowers those that work here to be vested in the company. Nothing I can stand more than me feeling like this company belongs to me personally but the staff could care less. The come in, work and go home. To them, this is a job. To me it's a career. But being able to share my smiles and conversations helps to light the gloom. Well, time for me to go. Things to do. Just remember. No matter how bad it seems, there's always a light at the end of that dark tunnel. Just because you can't see it, doesn't mean it isn't there. You may just need a few more steps that will help pull back the vale. Good luck, my fellow travelers.